I'm tired.
I love my new job.
I over react to stupid things.
I love singing in my car.
I get sad when I get sick.
I like running more than I thought I did.
I felt beautiful a few weeks ago.
I don't feel so beautiful lately.
I think I might be in love.
I hate being in love.
I know one day I'll wake up and I won't care anymore.
I thought that I had already woken up and didn't care anymore.
I still care.
I still wait.
I don't want to wait.
I don't know if I don't want to care.
I don't like it when I'm sick because I can't sing.
I felt poised this week.
I feel like a grown up.
I'm still a little bit scared.
I want to lose a little weight.
I want to go to the beach.
I want to feel less tired.
I want to want less.
I need furniture.
I want to express myself on the walls of my room.
I can't bring myself to decorate.
I need to feed my fish.
I wonder if I have bills to pay.
I wonder who I'll marry . . . everyday, I wonder.
I wonder what color my kids' eyes will be.
I really want a dog.
I have two toes with red nail polish on them, nail polish from Christmas time.
I have eight naked toes.
I thought about a book tonight that I had read one summer a long time ago.
I can be really bitchy sometimes.
I cry when I don't want to.
I'm waiting right now . . . for many things.
I envy too much.
I'm obsessive compulsive.
I recheck things til my head aches.
I like my laugh.
I miss so many people that I ache.
I love the Sun more than I realized.
I miss my kitty, Tiger.
I need to write more.
I need to stop falling in love.
I should probably save more money.
I love my family more than anything.
I wish I could play the piano.
I don't like being bored.
I get stressed too easily.
I'm learning to ask more questions.
I recently rediscovered my imagination.
I know God exists.
I know the love I carry inside me is an infectious disease that heals.
I say weird things sometimes.
I can be funny.
I seem harsh even when I don't mean to.
I have learned that honesty never fails.
I'm going to bed.
I'll have a song on repeat in my head when I wake up.
This is me, alive and living and oh so tired.
